Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Here is another me...

Sectional practice today, cher suddenly said he wanted to let some of us to play a solo piece. Shock. Some of them play, including me. I played <> since that's the only solo piece I know. I'm not sure whether it is cause' I'm too nervous or cause' I'm simply too lousy...I played until like SHit. My friend played so nice. I was thinking, practise so much but it is just futile. No use huh? No talent means no talent. No point forcing yourself. This made me feel like a failure. Well, I tried, and I still have to continue. But what did I get?? The result is worse than before. I feel I had let myself down. If really is because I'm too nervous, then what the hell I practise so much and get this,...piece of Shit?! The worst part, I didn't really 'feel' the song, and I didn't care about the audiences, I didn't look at them, but I still tremble. Am I abnormal or what?! I expect myself to produce something better, not this! I may have rush a bit, but I think it's okay if you practise more than 1 hour, hey, hallo?! that's the normal time! ( I'm crazy, dun mind me...) Tomorrow, lesson, but I haven't practise yet.

Prepared to DIE. well, not really...

---The UNknown---



8:46 PM;
I made my mark

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